Brad, seriously my condolences man. That’s quite a lot to be dealing with you’ll be in my prayers. I wasn’t much for therapy and counseling until this year dealing with my own past experiences and trauma so that said I encourage you to talk to someone and find community in person if you don’t have good support around you.
Welcome as well! Don’t be disappointed by this hive of scum and villainy haha. Very helpful lot here though from what I’ve experienced.